Art or Survive???

Here's my story goes....In my childhood, my family was very poor, i still remember my family used to share two packs of eco-rice together (of coz not full lah...), i don't have chance to drink SUSTAGEN like other kids do (only drink FEARNLEAF because it's cheapest among others), i picked all the 2nd hand things from my cousins (toys, pencil box, pencils, color pencils, school bags...etc), other kids wear watch on wrist (i BITE my wrist just to get a watch like others)....other kids go play sports, i didn't (coz all the sports also need $$$, u need a racket to play badminton lah, u need a sport shoes to play football lah...etc)....... On the other hand, i dunno why, i'm very interested in drawing since i'm small, i just cant control myself fell in love in drawing, i used to beg my mum to allow me learn drawing in primary school, but she never allow because "LEARNING" means "EXTRA $$$", so she never allow......I'm not blaming my mum forbiden me to learn DRAWING because i'm fully understood my family financial status in that time (eat oso SUSAH, sumor still wana learn ARTS???).....yet, i'm stil feeling regret until today...SAD.........(p/s: below was some of my drawing in the past)

HOME SWEET HOME - Part II

It have been a while i din't write blog due to semester break. Now i'm back again!!!

Ok, now i'll continue talk about "HOME SWEET HOME - Part II"...Herm...what's so special about my house.....If u wana live in my house, u must have a really "GOOD NIGHT VISION" ability....

WHY? It's because most of the light bulbs in my house already "DIE"....so i have to climb up staircase & use kitchen in dark condition, even i bath also in a blackout condition, try to imagine how u gonna bath in such condition??? Only one word cross my mind, that was "SH*T!!!"

Then i went to complain with our "GREAT LANDLORD", then SHE say will find a contractor & fix the problem A.S.A.P (that's the exactly same excuse SHE been using since LASTIME we complained about the roof leaking water, same things goes over here). After days & months past by, none of the contractor SHE mentioned come, then we go find HER again, guess what? SHE give such a lame excuse stated that SHE can't find any contractor available, all the contractor she found are very busy, told us to hold on 1st, WHAT THE F*CK!!! This kind of LAME EXCUSE SHE oso dare to give, SHE really thought us is "3 YEARS OLD CHILD"??? Easy to CHEAT???Besides that, I always bordered by the water leaking problem in my "HOME SWEET HOME", when raining, several places sure will got water drops from the ceiling, like the stair case....the centre of 1st floor & thn my room's toilet, this kind of problem already bordered me a year since I moved in, yet the "GREAT LANDLORD" still giving us the SAME & LAME EXCUSES when we go find HER: "can't find any contractor available, all the contractor she found are very busy, told us to hold on 1st"....."WORTH or NOT???" This question always cross my mind, izit my "HOME SWEET HOME" deserve RM900 every month??? You guys justify it urself and then told me the anwser, k?